#GenghizInLove: Episode 20

Who killed Lucy Setton? And why? I walked down the corridor towards my room in the University of Truth and Justice, remembering Lucy's angelic demeanor, her bizarre incapacity to comprehend money, her soft warm body… I was overcome by the memory of walking down this same corridor with Lucy just days before, laughing and idly talking as we set out on our ill-fated quest for vegetables, from which she had never returned. We had lost our vegetables and her death had brought no closure. I was still reeling from Steele's revelations. Why had Lucy changed her mind in the taxi with Steele and decided to go to the train station? Who had hired her at the University of Truth and Justice? How was it possible that she had no past? And who had killed her?

I was assailed by more than just questions as I opened my door: out of the corner of my eye, I saw a dark shape hurtling towards me. I ducked out of the way but not fast enough. A heavy object struck my shoulder and then smashed onto the floor in a crystalline clangour of shattering glass. I cried out in pain and turned towards my opponent. The lights went on and I was looking into the concerned faces of Marek, the big blond barman and pretty Annichka from the reception desk.

"What are you doing here? We thought you had left Prague already!" Marek and Annichka exclaimed.

"You mean you were trying to kill someone else?" I asked weakly, rubbing my bruised shoulder. "Or just practising your pitching? You nearly took my head off."

"I wanted to," Marek said with conviction. "Whoever raped and murdered Lucy deserves to die horribly."

"What are you talking about? Whom were you trying to get?"

"The murderer, of course."

"How did you know he would be here?"

Their faces were as confused as mine. "You told us."

"I did?"

Annichka nodded eagerly. "You called me half an hour ago. You sounded really excited. You said you knew who had killed Lucy and that he was going to go to your room to get some vital evidence. And you told me to get someone to wait here till the door opened. Whoever opened the door would be the murderer. You said to make sure to hurt him first because he would be very dangerous. So I ran up to the bar and got Marek. And he brought a bottle of vodka to throw."

"Like a grenade," Marek confirmed. "So it would look like an accident."

"Like the vodka bottle just spontaneously exploded?" I asked kindly. Marek looked blank. "Never mind. Annichka, why did you think it was me?"

"Well, he said he was you. And he knew my name. And he sounded Amerikan."

"A distinctive accent. Guess that rules out a lot of people," I said, exasperated. But then I saw her brimming eyes and sighed. "Don't cry, dear, I know you meant well. And it would have been lovely if Lucy's murderer were lying here right now in a pool of blood and vodka. Instead I've got a sore shoulder and we don't even have anything to drink."

Marek extracted another bottle from his well-worn leather jacket and held it out to me.

"Didn't trust your aim, huh?" I took a long gulp of vodka. The slow hot trail down my gullet took my attention away from my throbbing shoulder. "Here, Annichka, you'd better have some too. You're shaking. Let's get away from this broken glass. That's better. Now let's try to figure out what is going on here."

"Maybe I was speaking to Lucy's murderer!" Annichka's voice went squeaky with excitement.

"Or an accomplice. In any event we know they wanted to kill me. Or to cause me seriously bodily harm."

"Why would they want to do that?" Annichka asked, puzzled. I blessed her silently. "What makes you dangerous?"

"I wish I knew. What a strange story about wanting to retrieve vital evidence from this room."

"Maybe we should search the room," Marek suggested.

I shrugged. "Sure. I have to pack anyway."

Embarrassingly, it was little Annichka who found the panties as Marek and I messed around through my assorted clutter. She cleared her throat noisily and held them up for our inspection: a pair of white cotton panties, speckled at the top and sides with faded brown stains. "I found these in your bed," Annichka said reproachfully. "Buried under the sheets and blankets."

"Oh my God. The missing panties." My head felt oddly light. I felt rather than saw Marek reach over to catch me as I fainted. The next thing I felt was the vodka bottle being forced between my lips and teeth like a cold glass nipple. I coughed and spluttered and blinked open my eyes.

"Are those Lucy's panties?" Marek asked, wide-eyed. "What are they doing in your bed?"

"Good questions." I nodded woozily. "I have a couple more myself. Are those blood stains on the panties? Who planted the panties in my bed?"

"It's normal for blood to get onto panties," Annichka said boastfully. I remembered with an inexplicable pang that she was just sixteen.

I shook my head. "Lucy's panties were always spotless."

"How do you know?" Annichka asked severely.

"Go check for yourself," I replied evasively. "You have a master key, don't you? Lucy's room is right next door."

Annichka shook her head. "But all her stuff is gone. They took it away this morning."

"The Amerikan Embassy?"

"No, someone came from New York."

"From New York?" I repeated stupidly.

"One of Mr. Xox's people. Professor Masaryk came down to the reception desk with this guy and told me to open Lucy's room for him.

"What did he look like?"

"He was really tall and thin and kind of hunched over. I didn't really see his face properly because he was wearing this ugly hat but his voice was strange. He was speaking through his nose and it kept cracking."

"Was he Amerikan?"

"Nooo…" Annichka sounded unsure. "I don't know. He was nice, though. He thanked me and patted me on my head. Oh, and he gave me his card also for the Amerikan embassy if they had any questions about Lucy's things. Here…" Annichka dug into her jeans. I noticed that they fit her very nicely. She pulled out a card and gave it to me.

"No first name. Dr. Koroviev. Exponential Investments. That's Xox's company. Why would they…" I blew out a long slow sigh. The memory of Xox's joyous rutting with Lucy in the room next door came vividly back to mind. Was Xox trying to protect himself? From what? Had Lucy been blackmailing him? "Do you guys know if Xox is married, by any chance?"

Marek and Annichka looked at each other in bewilderment and shook their heads. Annichka was still clutching her discovery. I felt guilty for getting these two involved. Did fingerprints transfer to panties? Suddenly a thought flared across my mind. "Annichka," I said urgently. "Show me exactly where you found those. No wait a moment." I sprinted across the room to the wash basin and watched in the mirror as Annichka bent over the bed, her slim body obscuring my view. The rocket in my mind exploded into spectacular fireworks. "Rasputin!" I screamed. "Fucking Rasputin planted them!"

Gingerly avoiding the broken glass by the door, we went up to the bar and Marek made us all steaming hot whisky toddies. We turned off the lights and huddled around the fireplace. I watched Annichka's young face glow pink and gold in the flickering light as I began piecing together an explanation.

"Fact one: Lucy was sleeping with Xox." Annichka gasped in surprise. I nodded grimly. "It's true, Annichka. I saw them doing it. Fact two: nobody knows where Lucy came from or how she got her job at the university."

"That's not true," Marek piped up unexpectedly. "I was here when Lucy came to the university. She was wearing a tight white T shirt." He closed his eyes and licked his lips. "Man, she looked good…" Annichka punched his beefy arm hard and swore at him in Czech. Marek reddened. "She had a backpack. It was right by her chair."

"Who interviewed her?"

Marek looked surprised. "Professor Masaryk of course. He was her boss, no?"

I whistled. "Well, isn't that interesting. Let's change Fact two. Professor Masaryk falsely denies knowing how Lucy was hired. Fact Three: Lucy's stuff was taken away by mysterious Dr. Koroviev from New York who works for Xox. Fact Four: Lucy's panties were missing from her body." I nodded at Marek and Annichka. "The police told us. Fact Five: Lucy's panties were planted in my bed by someone who came to visit me… on the night that Lucy disappeared and was probably murdered." My voice faltered as I remembered asking Rasputin about the blood on his hands. "He told me he had an accident at the train station."

"But what was Lucy doing at the train station?" Annichka asked sensibly. I told them about our evening at the wine bar with Steele and about Lucy's peculiar change of plans.

"Maybe your friend Steele did kill her," Marek pointed out. "And just dumped her body. We only have his word that Lucy actually decided not to go home with him and went to the train station instead."

"You're right." I sighed. "Unfortunately, we also only have my word that Rasputin ever came to Prague and that he put those panties in my bed. If that fat detective found out, he would definitely put me in jail and throw away the key…"

"We won't tell him."

"I know," I said gratefully. "But the fact is that someone is trying to make it look like I killed Lucy. First Rasputin plants those panties. Then you get this mysterious phone call saying that vital evidence is hidden in my room, hoping that either you would kill me or that those panties would get found. I've got to figure out what is going on before they come up with something else."

"What are you going to do?" Annichka asked.

"Rasputin said he was going to Berlin. I've got to track him down somehow. Can you hide those panties for me? The blood on them is the only evidence we've got that Rasputin was involved."

"Sure." Annichka giggled. "I'll put them under a pile of my own panties. No one will notice."

"Okay. Just don't wear them or wash them, all right? Lucy was definitely murdered. This may involve some very important people. Like Xox. Or Professor Masaryk." I watched my words sink into their sober young faces. "We all need to be very very careful. Whoever killed Lucy will probably strike again."

#GenghizInLove: Episode 19

I shivered as I stood outside the University of Truth and Justice building, waiting for a tram to carry me to my appointment with Steele. It was a cold grey day and the icy wind spat sleet in my face, like sporadic sniper fire announcing the approach of an advancing army, and even the vitamin I had taken could not entirely mask from me a chill premonition of the coming of winter. I felt an animal urge to find a snug shelter, to squirrel away a few nuts, to hibernate... I glanced around at the other passengers on the crowded tram as we slowly rode through the heart of Prague and I even half-envied them their shabby shoes, their drab nylon clothes, their bad haircuts, their shapeless bodies, their cramped apartments, their boring jobs, their security. Even half a loaf seemed better than no bread at all.

I got off the tram before my stop and walked over a bridge, a broad concrete span across the slow colorless wide expanse of the Vltava river. I was glad to enter the expensive warmth of the Cafe Classique, to walk across its marble floor towards the corner table where Steele sat morosely reading a newspaper, oblivious to the inviting glances and excessively short skirts of the painted women sitting all alone around him, sullenly ignoring even the intricately decorated moulding on the ceiling high above him.

"So what's with Tirana?" I asked Steele, sipping the cappuccino promptly brought to me by a portly waiter with a dignified white moustache and a manner redolent of old Vienna.

"Tirana?" Steele responded with fake cheeriness. "Why, it's the captivating capital of alluring Albania. The land of my dreams!"

"Why did they transfer you there?"

"They said I'd outlived my utility here." Steele's lower lip quivered. "Amerikan attaches should not be suspected of murdering their fellow nationals. The personnel department in Washington said that they had never heard of something like this before. They said that Congress would probably hold hearings. The Secretary of State is worried that Congress might slash the budget for the foreign service as a whole. Seriously bad publicity. I blamed it all on you but they said that I had to redeem myself somehow. So my boss, Shirley, told me to deal with shipping Lucy back home."

"Back to Utah?"

"Utah?" Steele looked puzzled. "Why Utah?"

"I've always wondered too. Lucy told me she was a Mormon. She told me that she had studied linguistics at Brigham Young University and that she was over here to convert people."

"First I've heard of it," Steele said. "Nobody seems to know anything about this girl's past. I called your university and they said that they had no records at all on Lucy. All they knew was her last name. Setton. No next of kin. No home address. Nobody even knew how she got her job at the university. Or at least that's what they said."

"Really? Whom did you speak with at the university?"

"Some old Czech guy, crotchety professor type. He was really snotty at first, wanted to know how old I was because he never again wanted to have anything to do with young Amerikans."

"It must have been Professor Masaryk," I said with glad recognition. The University of Truth and Justice already seemed very far away. Perhaps, one day it would seem so far away that I could tell funny stories about it. "She was his secretary. He really liked her."

"He sounded like he hated her. Said that she was nothing but trouble. Always on leave when he needed her."

"Huh!" I snorted. "He was always snivelling when she wasn't around to feed him vitamins."

"Vitamins?" Steele stared at me incredulously. I realized that I hadn't mentioned Lucy's propensity for dispensing her extraordinary mood-changing pills to everyone in the university. I told him all about it. "Sounds like psychotropic drugs to me," Steele responded robustly. "Vitamins, my ass!"

"You think Lucy was a drug dealer?" I asked cautiously. Steele and Luke had been good friends in boarding school but now that Steele worked for the government I wasn't sure whether to mention Luke's expertise in illegal substances. I decided not to tell Steele that I had asked Luke to analyse the vitamins.

"I don't know what to think about that chick," Steel replied dubiously. "The Records Office in Washington said that they had no records of any passport being issued to a Lucy Setton."

"But what about her personal belongings? She must have had photographs from home or something..."

"Nope." Steele shook his head decisively. "The university couldn't find a single thing that would identify her. It's like she had no past. No jewellery, no photographs, no letters. They turned her clothes over to us. They've all been bought in the last three months, all in boutiques here in Prague. Mostly stuff from Sellaton. Nothing distinctive, just whatever is cool these days."

I had a sudden inspiration. "What did she pay with?"

Steele stared at me. "Huh?"

"Cash? Credit card?" I was really excited. "She had a problem with money."

"An addiction or what?"

I shook my head impatiently. "No, she just couldn't grasp the concept. Cash to her was just dirty paper. She couldn't figure out why I wanted to be paid."

"Well, someone bought those clothes." Steel rubbed his chin with a long knobbly finger. "I think. Maybe they were shoplifted."

"Is there any way to check?"

"Not really. Who would remember? A tank top, a pair of jeans. A couple of dresses. White cotton panties. Generic stuff."

"And Masaryk couldn't tell you who hired her at the university?" The beginning of a suspicion began to coil lazily in my mind. Maybe Lucy really had no past. Or maybe someone didn't want to tell us about her past.

"I'm telling you. She came out of thin air."

"This is really strange." Why would Professor Masaryk hide information about Lucy? I had to return to the university to pack up my bags. Maybe I could ask a few questions.

"Tell me about it," Steele said bitterly. "I was the one kissing little Miss Thin Air, remember? Who knows what kind of diseases she had? I'll check out about this Mormon connection but I bet that Brigham Young and the Utah police say that they've never heard of her. We're stuck with a body and nowhere to send it. And everyone says it's my fault. So they're sending me to Tirana."

"Why?"

"Well, they want to check out Socks more carefully. Apparently they're beginning to wonder if he hasn't been double-timing the CIA all along. Not that he was ever a straight-forward agent or anything. As far as I know, the guy just passed on CIA bucks to dissidents, especially in this part of the world. Philanthropy is good cover, I guess. Nobody suspects you because they already suspect you, if you see what I mean."

"Yes," I said slowly, thinking of my friend Godfrey's remarks over the phone a few weeks earlier about the strategy of triple-bluff, of finessing one's way onto a higher level of uncertainty. "Yes, I see what you mean."

"And now, after Max Bulge fell off his yacht, all billionaires born in the Eastern Bloc are automatically suspect. So I'm supposed to find out about X-O-X's past in Albania. And because I worked on Wall Street they think I can find out whether he was a front for the Albanian communists. And since the Albanian regime was propped up by Beijing, maybe X-O-X has actually been working for the Chinese all along. In which case, maybe the revolutions of 1989 were all a Chinese plot? Shit." Steele scratched his head. "This is top-level CIA geopolitical analysis. Seriously classified stuff. Why the hell am I telling you all this?"

"It doesn't matter," I reassured him. "It's okay. I'm not working at the university anymore. I'm going to Berlin."

"Lucky bastard. They have cafes in Berlin. I bet they don't have places like this in Tirana," Steele grumbled. "I'll miss all this luxury. I've heard that they don't even have taxis in Tirana. Everyone rides around on bikes. It's exile. Deportation. A death sentence. It's the end of my career. It's like being posted in Rwanda or Burundi. I'll never make ambassador now. My father will be so disappointed. And it's all your fault."

"Oh, come on. Think positive," I urged brightly. "Maybe you'll do a great job and find out everything about X-O-X and then the Secretary of State will give you a medal."

"Fat chance. Maybe the Chinese will when they take over the world. This coffee's terrible. Let's switch to whisky."

"It isn't even noon yet."

"So what? They're all Muslims in Albania. I probably won't even be able to get a drink there. Adding injury to insult."

And so Steele and I sat all afternoon in the Cafe Classique drinking whisky after whisky, reluctantly brought to us by the portly waiter, his nostrils dilated with dignified disdain and his wizened neck shaking in palsied disapproval of the atrocious alcohol abuse he was being forced to abet. I felt adrift in a clammy fog through which I dimly saw a pretty blonde in a white dress sitting on a cloud, one little finger demurely raised to her rosebud mouth, one azure eye closed in an enigmatic wink. I had the uncanny feeling that I hadn't heard the last of Lucy Setton. Or her vitamins. Or the University of Truth and Justice. Or its mysterious founder, the cryptic Mister Xox. Maybe it was just wishful thinking. To err is human, to forget divine.

#GenghizInLove: Episode 18

After my arrest and interrogation in connection with Lucy's murder, I found myself ostracized by everyone I ran into in the corridors and rooms of the University of Truth and Justice. Lucy had been a general favorite: her wide azure eyes, the vitamins she had dispensed so freely, and, above all, her angelic demeanor had endeared her to all. People were too polite to spit at me in public and I tried to bury myself in my work and to drown my sorrows in strong drink. I hoped that the storm would soon pass over and that I would once again be loved and respected.

To no avail. Everything was going wrong. Yeltsin had a heart attack and the Xox Foundation office in Bucharest was invaded by angry pig farmers protesting global capitalism and Xox's unwillingness to invest in a sausage factory in Ceaucescuville. Franta, our computer repairman, got a splinter in his finger which got infected and the doctors were threatening to amputate. A cyclone destroyed half of Bangladesh, killing 50,000 head of cattle and stranding twenty million people without food, shelter and drinking water. Three Bulgarian students got pregnant in the same week by the same man, a drunken florist across the street who believed in keeping his customers happy at all costs. Lady Snatcher was declared Person of the Century by Newsday magazine. And I was just beginning to get used to the stares and the polite insincere smiles and the nervous giggles when Professor Masaryk had me summoned to his office. He sat behind his desk, ostentatiously frowning at some papers. After a while he looked up, took off his glasses, and stared at me suspiciously. "Well, what do you want?" he snapped.

"You called me, sir," I said patiently. "They said you wanted to see me."

"Oh, yes, it is possible that you may be telling the truth," Masaryk conceded. "But I am very busy and I don't have much time to talk to you." He linked his hands together and his brow wrinkled in thought. I shifted my weight from one foot to the other and waited. "Nevertheless, we must discuss this problem. We cannot evade the issue. It is always best to look things in the eye. Stare trouble in the face." Masaryk nodded weightily and sighed noisily. "That is my advice to you, young man. Confess!"

"Excuse me?"

"Confession was the great innovation of the Catholic Church," Masaryk went on ponderously. "A great relief for the sinner to feel the weight of sin lifted off his shoulders. As we all know, psychoanalysis is the pale substitute developed by our secular age. I understand they have very good psychoanalysts in our jails these days."

"Professor Masaryk," I said, grinding the words through my teeth. "I have nothing to confess. I did not kill Lucy. I had nothing to do with Lucy's sad demise besides identifying the body. Now will you please excuse me? I think I had better go speak to Lord Hades."

I turned on my heel and left the room. As I slammed the door I seemed to hear again from a great distance the plaintive cry, "Confess!" I strode down the corridor, knocked sharply at Hell's door, and went in. Hell was, as usual, writing. With his usual courtesy he rose and offered me a chair.

"Otto, I would like to offer you my resignation."

"Best thing in the circumstances," Hell said impassively. "Don't like to kick a man when he's down. But Masaryk told me everything this morning."

"Otto, since I no longer work for you, may I ask you a question?"

"You just did," Hell growled. "What is it?"

"Just exactly what did Professor Masaryk tell you?"

"You were arrested. Police think you did it. Embarrassment to the university. Asked me to get rid of you."

"Purely to set the record straight, Otto, the police released me because I proved that I could not be the serial killer for whom they are looking."

Hell shrugged. "Doesn't really matter, does it?" he asked reasonably. "What matters is perception. Can't have people thinking you did it. Bad for the image of the university."

"Why is my presence bad for the image of the university?"

"Seen Wiederkaufen lately?" Hell inquired ironically. "Man's going bananas. Wrote an open letter to Xox telling him that I was senile and that you were some sort of evil Asiatic eminence grise taking over the university for your own nefarious ends. Suggested that I should be retired and that he should be promoted from head of his department to take over the university for a while."

"But that's crazy!" I gasped. "Professor Hohenstaufen can't even run his own department. All the European Studies students are constantly threatening to go on strike because they don't want to learn how to curtsey."

"Man's mad," Hell replied laconically. "But he's got allies in the university senate. Attila Ugh in Budapest is still furious with us for postponing his courses on ethnic cleansing."

"What will you do?"

Hell shrugged. "Nothing. Tempest in a teacup."

"What should I do?"

"Lie low for a while. Let people forget. Maybe the police will find the killer. Go back to Amerika."

I winced. I knew that my mother would eventually find out and I dreaded the scene that would follow her discovery that her only son was a brutal sex-killer. I offered Otto my hand. "I enjoyed working for you," I said huskily, my voice breaking. I turned away to hide the single tear that was coursing down my cheek. I knew Hell hated displays of emotion.

I went back to my office and took my sole personal possession, a gold Mont Noir fountain pen I had inherited from my father, back up to my room. I sat down on the side of the bed, mechanically popped the last of Lucy's `vitamins' into my dry mouth, put my head between my hands, and drearily wondered what I should do now. Should I pack? I looked around at the untidy mounds of clothes dispersed all across my room and my depression grew deeper. I wanted to get into my unmade bed and pull the tangled heap of blankets over my head and to burrow blindly like a mole into a rich dark tunnel of careless velvet sleep… However, as usual, the vitamin soon took effect. A few minutes later, I was striding briskly down the corridor, whistling loudly, rhythmically clapping my hands; my head was high, my chest stuck out, my gut was sucked in, and a mysterious melody in my head grew louder and more distinct, bright voices chiming together in complex counterpoint, a shining carillon rising to ecstatic clarity... And then I was singing along to a brassy jazz tune, waggling my hips and shaking my head to the rhythm, as I took the elevator down to the reception desk, down, a dark eminence falling, a solitary majesty cloaked in resplendent robes of dark purple velvet:



Waves breaking on the sands

Better learn to read your hands

There is no future, the die is cast

And the first shall be the last

So don't you worry about a thing

But raise your voice high and sing



(Refrain) Peace and love, little baby

God's in heaven, maybe...



You can't know who I am

And I don't really give a damn

But when you hear that trumpet blast

And you have to face your past

Get down on your knees and pray

Or just smile bitterly and say...



Annichka looked up in alarm as I marched up to the reception desk, lustily singing the refrain. "You have messages," she nervously squeaked and held out two pieces of paper with trembling hands. I read them, still whistling. Call Steele and would I please try not to avoid offending his boss when she picked up the phone? And would I call Bob? Bob, the long-haired liberal from Santa Kruz? I called him first.

"Hi, how are ya," a voice drawled. "I've been trying to get a hold of you all day. Immanuel says hi. Hey, listen, how about givin' us an exclusive interview? You know, about this murder 'n' all."

"Wait. Is this for that English language newspaper you started here?"

"Yeah, for Prahahaha!. It would really boost our circulation, you know, if we could have a scoop. Exclusive interview with sex-maniac, that sort of thing."

"Look, Bob," I said patiently. "I hate to disappoint you but I actually didn't kill her. I'm sorry."

"That's a shame. We were kinda counting on this interview." Bob sounded disappointed but he cheered up quickly. "Immanuel and Divka don't think you did it either. We're thinking of polling our readers, you know, asking them to call in with their opinions. Say, did the police beat you up? We could do an exclusive on police brutality towards foreigners."

"How much will you pay me?"

"Hey... we're journalists. We got ethics. How much do you want? We don't have much money. We're just starting up the paper, you know."

"How about the price of a train ticket to Berlin?"

"Deal," Bob said happily. "You mind if we bring in the racist angle? Like if we take a few pictures of you being beaten up by skinheads or something?"

"No, that's just fine. You find the skinheads, okay?"

We made an appointment for next afternoon. I was exquisitely polite to the bitchy lady at the Amerikan Embassy when I asked to speak to Steele.

"Hey," Steele said despondently. "I've been transferred."

"I've been fired. Where are they transferring you?"

"Tirana." Steele laughed bitterly. "Because of my financial expertise."

"What are you talking about?"

"I can't talk on the phone. You want to get a drink? Meet me at the Cafe Classique in half an hour, will you?"

"I'll be there."

As I hung up, I felt the warm pressure of a soft hand on mine. I looked up in surprise into Annichka's pretty downcast face. I was touched, literally: it was my first physical contact with another human being in days. Little Annichka's big brown eyes were wet. "Are you going to leave Prague?"

"I think I had better get out of town for a while, Annichka."

"I don't think you killed Lucy," she whispered.

"Thanks," I replied, sincerely.

"We never played with crayons," she murmured. "And you never gave me any drugs, like you promised."

"I know, sweetie," I said sadly.

"Will you come back?" A solitary tear rolled down Annichka's porcelain cheek.

"Yes."

She raised her eyes and looked at me like a mistrustful baby. "Promise?"

I gently wiped the tear from her cheek and cajoled her into a smile. "I promise. I will return. In fact, I'll come right back after I've had a drink. Don't cry, all right? Everything will be just fine. Peace and love!"

#GenghizInLove: Episode 17

A jogger found Lucy early the next morning, peacefully hanging from a low bough of an old oak tree in a quiet park in a pleasant residential suburb of Prague, her shapely legs swinging and her swollen tongue protruding. The jogger, a well-preserved round-faced blonde woman named Irena Golemova, passed the body three times as she conscientiously ran her customary four laps around the park. On the first lap, her vision still obscured by lack of sleep and by the thick early morning mist, Mrs. Golemova believed that she had seen a particularly large beehive. On her second circuit, she felt a sentiment of vague benevolence towards this athletic young girl who was doing gymnastics at so early an hour. Mrs. Golemova was looking forward to the forthcoming Olympic Games in which she very much hoped that the Czech team would acquit itself well, bringing honor to the nation and setting a good example to the country's youth. It was only in the middle of her third lap, some three hundred meters downwind of the corpse, that Mrs. Golemova, still running, burst into hysterical screams, much to the bewilderment of a retired postal clerk who was walking his dog, a large bull terrier bitch named Matka.

The Czech police, efficient as ever, immediately concluded that the Park Killer had struck again in the latest of a series of outrages which had begun in November 1989, after Good King Wenceslas, flushed with the euphoria of the Velvet Revolution, had issued a general amnesty to all prisoners in Communist jails. The Park Killer had cunningly changed his modus operandi in this case, however; the corpse bore no sign of sexual violence, its hair had not been chopped off, and its clothing had not been ripped to shreds. The only thing missing were the panties. But this wily maneuver failed to deceive Lieutenant Boruvka, the experienced detective investigating the sixteen murders committed by the Park Killer: Boruvka immediately began to trace the whereabouts of all prostitutes who had not been seen in Wenceslas Square during the past two days. Boruvka's uncanny intuition also told him that the foreign labels on the corpse's clothing meant that the Park Killer had recently bought or stolen a complete set of women's garments, probably from one of the international boutiques which had recently opened outlets in Prague. Boruvka perceptively noticed that the clothes did not appear brand-new. He realized that this was a clue of vital importance since it obviously implied that the Park Killer was a transvestite whose secret fetish for Amerikan underwear had finally come out into the open. In fact, as Boruvka explained to his boss, Captain Jahoda, who stared with an air of stupefied admiration at his pudgy subordinate, the Park Killer's sexual deviance had finally overpowered his rationality. The very fact that the latest corpse had not even been sexually assaulted proved that the killer was not actually interested in sex itself, but rather in eliminating women since they frustrated the killer's desire to be a woman himself. Moreover, the Park Killer did not want to be just any woman: he wanted to be a Western woman. Czechoslovakia had been a closed society during those crucial years in which the killer's sexual orientation had been decisively formed. The killer had clearly been unhinged by the sheer rapidity with which young Amerikan women flooded into the country after the Velvet Revolution. At first, the killer had been content to express his hostility by violently attacking Czech prostitutes but now his psychosis had reached a stage in which no foreign woman was safe in Prague anymore. Captain Jahoda immediately agreed to launch a public information campaign warning Western women in Prague to guard their underwear and lives carefully. Young Czech women merely had to behave in a moral manner.

And so, later that morning when I came down to make a phone call to my friend Steele, I found cute little Annichka as usual behind the reception desk, but dressed in a long magenta skirt and a severe mauve tunic whose tight long sleeves ended at her wrists in a froth of ancient yellow lace. Her short dark curly hair had been painstakingly bound into two unruly plaits and a large cardboard hand-lettered placard hung lopsidedly from a loop of rope around her neck.

"What does the sign say?" I asked curiously. "And what's with the fancy dress?"

"It says that I am a nice Czech girl," Annichka said petulantly. "I'm not, but my mother said that I had to wear the sign. And she made me wear my grandmother's clothes as well."

"Is it some sort of national custom or something?"

Annichka giggled, but then a worried look came over her pretty young face. "No, it's because of this new murder in the park. Look!" She waved a tabloid at me. "It's horrible! The police are saying that all women who look like foreigners will be raped and murdered."

"Has a foreigner been murdered or something?" I looked at the paper but I could only see a full-page picture of a fat middle-aged man looking pleased with himself. "Is that the killer?"

"No, it's the detective investigating the case. The police aren't giving any details about the victim. They're just saying that she was a young woman. Oh, I don't feel safe anymore!"

"You'll be all right," I said soothingly but my mind was far from calm. "Just keep wearing the fancy dress. Do they think she was a foreigner? Have you seen Lucy anywhere?"

"No, I haven't seen her..." Annichka's big brown eyes widened. "I haven't seen her for days! You don't think..."

"Annichka, I'd better make a phone call," I said soberly. "Can you call the Amerikan Embassy?" Annichka nodded, dialled a couple of numbers, spoke briefly, and then handed the phone to me. "Hullo. I want to speak to Steele Remington. Look, I'm sure he works at the Embassy. It's extremely urgent. Look, lady, I do not give a fuck about how busy you are. I would not give a fuck even if you were Shirley Dimple herself. Oh, really? Well, get off your fat ass and find Steele for me. Now. Yeah, well, the same to you, bitch. Thank you." I glowered at the phone. Annichka looked taken aback at my language. I shrugged. At that moment I really didn't care about some starchy paper-pusher's hurt feelings. "Steele. Where's Lucy?"

"Hey, bud!" Steel sounded cheerful. I had a sudden vision of my mild-mannered old school friend laughing insanely as he chased a frightened Lucy with a machete. "What's up? My boss said she'd never been so insulted in her life."

"She said she had never heard of you. Where's Lucy?"

"How should I know?" Steele sounded puzzled. "She changed her mind about going home with me that night. She said she wanted to go to the train station."

"The train station?" I asked incredulously.

"Yeah. I don't know why but she was really insistent. One minute we were kissing, you know, and then the next..."

"Maybe you have bad breath."

"I don't think so," Steele said huffily. "I think your little pal is a little crazy. She said she had to change bodies. What is that supposed to mean?"

"Steele. Lucy has disappeared. Have you heard about this murder?"

"What murder? Oh, yeah, the body they found in the park this morning, right?" Steele laughed. "We've had at least five hundred phone calls this morning from all these worried mothers in the States saying that they haven't heard from their daughters recently. Look, there are millions of Amerikan chicks in Prague. What makes you think it's Lucy? She's probably gone for a holiday to Germany or something."

"She did ask me what Berlin was like," I said slowly.

"See. Well, there you go. She probably decided to go visit friends in Berlin."

"Steele. Lucy has disappeared," I repeated. "Nobody has seen her in nearly a week. She left no messages. She didn't tell her boss. She didn't tell me."

"Well, what do you want me to do?" Steele sounded tired.

"I want you to call the police and to arrange for us to see the body."

"Oh, come on, pal," Steele yelped. "Do you know what the Czech police are like? They'll probably arrest us or something."

"I'll be waiting for your call."

It took Steele two and a half hours to arrange everything. He sounded furious when he called back. "Okay. Everything's set. Meet me at the morgue in ten minutes flat." I hastily noted down the address and asked Annichka to get me a taxi. "I hope you're right," Steele said nastily, slamming down the phone.

I was right. The highlights of her ash-blonde halo had faded away as she lay with closed eyes on a steel table and there were small spots of decay spreading like age marks on the dainty little hands folded neatly over her breasts, in the perpetual twilight of the cold morgue. But it was Lucy's body, all right. Unfortunately, Steele was right as well. The fat man investigating the case had both of us arrested right away on suspicion of murder.

"See what you've done now?" Steele snarled as we sat in our prison cell, waiting to be questioned. "I'll never be able to live this down. It'll be in all the papers. This is the stuff of headlines." His steel-rimmed glasses glinted accusingly. I grimaced at my hands. I needed a manicure. "`Amerikan Attache Accused'," Steele intoned. "`Death-Dealing Diplomat To Dangle.' `Sex-Starved Slayer Spoils States' Standing'."

"Did you kill her?" I asked curiously.

Steele gasped. "Oh, my God. You've known me since we were in school together. Did I look like a killer back then? Do I look like a rapist now?" He buried his head in his large hands. "My best friend once upon a time," his muffled voice moaned. "And he thinks I'm capable of murder. God alone knows what my boss will say," Steele wailed. "She'll probably lead me by the hand to the electric chair."

"If you didn't kill Lucy then why are you so afraid?"

Steele made a face at me. "If we didn't kill Lucy then why are we under arrest?" he mimicked.

"They just want to talk to us."

"Great. Okay, let's assume, just for the sake of argument, that these fucking ex-Communist policemen don't want to frame Westerners. Maybe they're nice guys. Maybe they'll offer us coffee and a cigarette and tell us how much they like police shows on Amerikan television and then they'll let us go home. It's still not going to look good, you know, pal. Shirley Dimple will not be happy when she hears about how one of her attaches was questioned by the Czech police on suspicion of the murder of an Amerikan citizen. People will give me funny looks. A little cloud of uncertainty will poison their minds. `Did he kill her?' they will wonder and their smiles will be brittle and insincere and just a little bit too fucking polite. Pretty girls will refuse to go out for a drink with me unless they can bring along a seven-foot tall Marine to stop me from strangling them. My sex-life is ruined! My only consolation is..." Steele grinned at me mirthlessly. "The only thing that prevents me from throwing my glasses on the floor and stamping on them and slashing my wrists with shards of broken glass right this moment is that... your life is ruined as well."

"Glad it makes you happy." I morosely looked around at the bleak little detention room and pictured spending my life in jail. At that moment, two fat policemen waddled in. We rose. They motioned us back to our seats.

"I am Lieutenant Boruvka," the one who had arrested us said. "And this is Detective-Captain Jahoda. We want to ask you a few questions. Would you like some coffee?" He offered us cigarettes. Steele grabbed one. Boruvka lit it for him.

"Do you like underwear?" Jahoda barked at me suddenly.

"I wear it," I replied cautiously. Jahoda looked triumphantly at his lieutenant. With a pang of unease, I remembered pestering Lucy for her panties. I'm not big on sniffing but I like to fondle. But she had never given me any. For one terrifying moment, I wondered if I had in fact killed Lucy for her underwear and promptly forgotten all about it.

"Any particular kind of underwear?" Boruvka asked insinuatingly.

"Boxer shorts. Long sleeved T shirts in cold weather." I desperately tried to remember other varieties of underwear I had worn in my life. "When I go hiking, I wear long silk underwear."

"Silk," Boruvka breathed. Jahoda shook his head sadly at my depravity. Boruvka almost looked disappointed that I had broken so quickly. He turned his attention to Steele, but only as a matter of routine. "And you, Mister Remington?"

"What are you guys trying to get at?" Steele asked angrily. "I want to call the Embassy lawyer."

"You are not in Amerika, Mister Remington," Jahoda said smugly. "We have seen your television programs. We know your rights. But you don't have such rights in our country."

"I have diplomatic immunity," Steele responded belligerently.

"Just answer the question," Boruvka urged politely. "I'm sure we will let you go." His glance flickered briefly past me. I felt convicted.

"All right, I like wearing my girlfriend's panties," Steele said impatiently. "She's back in Amerika and I miss her terribly so she sends me her underwear by registered mail and I sniff it and... Hey, what is the matter with you guys?" he yelped as Boruvka whistled shrilly and a horde of grim-faced policemen burst into the room and began dragging Steele out of his chair by his armpits. "Let me go! What did I say?"

"What have you done with those panties, you filthy pervert?" Jahoda snarled, clouting Steele across the ear with a beefy fist. "Decadent capitalist pig. Admit it. You killed the girl and then stole her panties."

"Captain Jahoda," I interjected with a calm I did not feel. "If he killed Lucy then why did we take the trouble to come down to the morgue to identify her?"

Boruvka cast me a contemptuous look. "Obviously because he could clear himself that way."

"Can't you take a joke?" Steele called plaintively, his long legs slithering over the grimy linoleum. "I was only joking. I don't wear my girlfriend's underwear! I don't even have a girlfriend!"

"You don't have a girlfriend now because you killed her!" Boruvka bellowed. "Do you deny that you like women's underwear?"

Steele gasped for air. "I deny it. I despise women's underwear. It gets in the way. I despise everything even remotely connected with women... Guys, not again!" he pleaded as Boruvka blew his whistle again and the policemen rushed in again. "What did I say this time?"

"You said you hate women," Jahoda sneered, puffing smoke at Steele's prostrate face. "Where were you on the night of August 22, 1991? May 26, 1991? April 8, 1991? March 19, 1991? March 10, 1991? February 13, 1991? February 4, 1991? December 4, 1990? November 16, 1990? October 15, 1990? October 7, 1990? September 8, 1990? Do you deny that you knew this woman you have identified? Or Jana Movotna? Martina Pavratilova? Helena Zhukova? Well?"

"Stop," Steele begged. "I have no idea what you are talking about. The dates mean nothing to me. Nor do the names. The only person I knew was Lucy. And I had only met her that night. He introduced her to me." Steel pointed at me. Following his compass finger the two detectives turned towards me as though magnetized.

"Yes," I confirmed. "I introduced Lucy to Steele. We went out for a drink together. And then I never saw her again."

"I see it all..." Boruvka said softly. "You two work as a pair. You stalk these innocent girls. Well, some of them are prostitutes but you evil Westerners take advantage of their trust and you lure these poor unsuspecting little women to their deaths. Captain, we were wrong all along! So far we have been assuming that only one maniac was committing these heinous crimes. But actually it was these two fiends collaborating together." Boruvka nodded bravely, stood to attention, and saluted. "I take full responsibility for the error, sir!"

Jahoda shook his head magnanimously. "It was not your fault, Lieutenant Boruvka. How could we have known? The cunning of these devils..."

"Wait a second." I interrupted. "All these dates you mentioned. I wasn't even in this country then."

"Hey, that's right!" Steele shouted from the floor. "Me neither! I was in Washington until a month ago!"

Jahoda and Boruvka gaped at us. "Can you prove it?" Jahoda asked dubiously. Without a word, Steele and I fished out our passports (never leave home without it) and handed them over. Boruvka and Jahoda pulled out their reading glasses and flipped the pages carefully. They looked across at each other and sighed. "Go home!" Jahoda snarled crossly. "Don't leave the country without informing us. Decadent Western pigs..." he muttered to himself as we saluted and ran away, exchanging high-fives as we left the building.

"But who killed her if we didn't?" I asked as I got into a taxi.

Steele thumped the side of his head and stuck out his tongue idiotically. "Let the police ponder that one!" he giggled hysterically. "Call me," he yelled as my taxi pulled away. "Let's go drinking together. From now on nobody else will go out with us anyway..."

The news of our arrest and interrogation took up most of the next morning's newspapers. Annichka at the reception desk translated bits for me. One newspaper referred to Steele as the Amerikan ambassador's closest adviser. Another paper believed that he was the CIA representative in Prague. I was either Vietnamese or Indonesian or Malay or North Korean but everyone agreed that I was up to no good in Prague and ought to be deported to my country of origin. An important skinhead group were rumored to be hatching plans to kidnap me and then kick my head in and cut off my genitals for `defiling the honor of White women.'

"Oh, God. I need a drink," I groaned. "Come and have a drink with me, Annichka. Cheer me up. Tell me about your grandfather's preferences in drugs."

"Uh... Actually, I really can't have a drink right now," Annichka squeaked fearfully. I looked at her big brown eyes made even larger by terror and nodded sadly. She eventually relented but I noticed that she stood as far away from me as she could as we rode up in the elevator. "Marek's in the bar right now, isn't he?"

"Yeah, Annichka," I said heavily. "Don't worry. He's a big guy. He'll protect you from me."

"Oh, I didn't mean it that way," Annichka protested but for some reason our drink together failed entirely to cheer me up. Steele had been right. I was now a certified sex-killer and a pariah.

#GenghizInLove: Episode 16

"Where the devil is Lucy?"

I looked up in surprise. Professor Masaryk seemed agitated. His tie was askew and the buttons of his rumpled suit jacket were in the wrong holes. It was Monday morning and I didn't feel like telling him that his favourite secretary was probably carousing in the arms of an Amerikan embassy flack. "I'm afraid I don't know, sir," I lied sympathetically. "I saw her on Friday. Maybe she took a few days off."

"I don't know how I can work with you people!" the Director of the Prague college of the University of Truth and Justice said vehemently. He exasperatedly flipped through the papers on my desk with shaking hands and glared at the beer bottles and pizza boxes in my trashcan and at the bent butts in my ashtray. "How can we rely on you? You are untidy. You are irresponsible. You drink, smoke, and eat fattening foods. You take days off. You are young!"

"Don't worry, sir, we'll get older," I said, emptying the ashtray into the garbage in an effort to calm him.

"Yes, but it will be too late by then!" Masaryk replied heatedly. I bent to pick up the papers that he had sent flying all over the parquet. He got down on his hands and knees and crawled around on the floor looking at each piece of paper. "Where is it, oh, where is it? Otto will shout at me, I know it..." he mumbled tearfully.

"What exactly are you looking for, sir?"

"The agenda of this afternoon's meeting," Professor Masaryk replied, his cheeks waxen with worry. "Lucy typed it and sent copies to everyone, and now I've lost my copy. And she's not here. Oh, Lucy, where are you? Nobody has given me vitamins for days!"

I handed The Director a sheet of paper and a pill. His enormous sigh of relief made the papers on the floor fly like confetti all over the room and his large sunken eyes jumped back into place. He ran out of the room, whistling and skipping. I blinked a few times and picked up the remaining papers. I noticed a small crumpled piece of coarse toilet paper with a blotchy scrawled message on it. It was my turn to sigh. My boss, Otto Hell, had the unhygienic habit of scribbling his memoranda in the hours he spent closeted in the water closet. I tried to decipher his latest missive. It seemed to read `Gone fishing. Best wishes, Otto.' I looked out the window and pouted. It was a beautiful afternoon outside and I wished Hell had taken me fishing with him.

And as I sat in the dim conference room, panelled from ceiling to floor with somber walnut wood, reluctantly inhaling its musty odors of wood polish and stale air, I dreamed of the shady bank of a gurgling brook, of the drowsy drone of cicadas, of the dappled iridescence of leafy trees in bright sunlight, of pretty girls in white dresses and straw hats, of wicker picnic baskets and thick green bottles and thin stemmed glasses of champagne and bowls of strawberries, of blithe laughter and naive games, sweet dreams of an innocence I had never known... With a start, I realized that the meeting had already begun and that Professor Masaryk was impatiently asking me to take the minutes.

"As chairman, in the absence of our rector Lord Hades, I call this meeting to order," the Director began pompously. "As you know, we are gathered here to organize the activities of the Department of Culture. Novak is the chairman of the department but..." Masaryk turned to Professor Jiri Novak with an avuncular smile and palpitated his shoulder with a series of painful squeezes. "I hope he will let me give a few suggestions from time to time as an older colleague." Novak giggled, wriggled his neck from side to side, muttered something inaudible, and surreptitiously massaged his shoulder, making sure that nothing was broken. "We must introduce our students to the delights of culture!" the Director exclaimed excitedly, spreading his arms out wide. "To the delights of Central European culture! Welcome to Prague! This is what we must say to them. Welcome to the world of Schopenhauer, Schnitzler, Weininger, Freud, and Kafka! Welcome to the charms of Weltschmerz!"

A short balding man crossed his arms across his barrel chest and yawned ostentatiously. "Ah, yes, Piknik!" Masaryk exclaimed warmly. "You must give us the benefit of your advice." Everyone stared curiously at the famous ex-dissident. Cain Piknik cocked his head back on his thick neck and stared at the ceiling through closed eyes. A hush fell over the room, broken a few moments later by the sound of loud rhythmic snoring. "We will let him think," Masaryk said graciously. He turned again to Novak. "Now, Jiri. Introduce your staff to me. Tell me what they will teach our students."

"Well, Tomas..." Novak began hesitantly. "Shouldn't we begin with what we will teach?"

Masaryk seemed surprised. "Why, sociology, of course! I thought it had all been settled, my dear fellow."

"Well, Tomas, I don't think it has been settled..." A fierce red glint began to glow at the back of Novak's normally mild brown eyes as he rolled up the sleeves of his jacket in preparation for the usual brawl.

I gathered up my courage and decided to intervene. "Gentlemen, with all possible respect," I said firmly. "May I remind you of Lord Hades' solution to this issue? Neither Philosophy nor Sociology, the great man has said, but Culture." I sat back, satisfied, having said my piece.

Both men looked disconcerted and dissatisfied, like boxers who had been stopped from entering the ring at the very beginning of a championship fight and told that the prize money would be split between them and that there was no reason in the world for them to inflict brain damage on one another. "But what is culture?" Novak said rebelliously. Masaryk didn't seem to know the answer to that one either. Silence sat heavily in the room.

Piknik opened one eye briefly. "Half and half," he said enigmatically in a husky baritone and then closed his eye again. Satisfied snores again punctuated the baffled silence.

Immanuel meekly raised a hand at the end of the table. "I think I know what Mr. Piknik means. He wants us to split the spoils. We should hire one person from each related discipline. A sociologist." Masaryk nodded. "A philosopher." Novak nodded. "An architect." Masaryk nodded. "A philologist." Novak nodded. "An anthropologist." Both men shook their heads. "A historian." Both men burst out simultaneously in horrified disagreement.

"Coffee," the oracle murmured huskily. Eager hands filled a cup and raised it to Piknik's lips. He drank it down in a gulp, smacked his lips, shook himself, opened his eyes wide, and spoke in a pleasant tenor voice. "Are you a philosopher, my boy? I thought so. Only someone trained to decipher cryptic utterances pregnant with profound meaning can understand what I mean. This is the problem with the editorials I write for my newspaper. Novak and you can teach philosophy. Masaryk, I will persuade Flysenko, the famous Polish sociologist, to join you. And Hachek Katastrofski can be your architect. He is young and he still has some fascist leanings which proves that he is a bright lad with ambition. I know nothing about philology. I must go. I have a plane to catch. Be so kind as to give me ten thousand dollars immediately as my regular consultation fees. Thank you very much. I will mention your department and this university favorably in my next editorial. You will then have many Polish students. You will give me five thousand dollars per student. My fees for headhunting. The circulation of my newspaper is now over seven million since I decided to print soft pornography. Can you explain to me why men like to look at large uncovered breasts when they eat breakfast? I must run. Is the limousine downstairs? My private jet is waiting. Being a dissident was much more fun. Please give my best regards to Xox. Goodbye." Piknik walked rapidly around the conference table, shaking hands cordially with everyone except Divka, whose hand he raised to his lips with a fervent flourish and kissed with a self-satisfied smack, and then, slamming doors and whistling heartily, the oracle was gone.

"I know a philologist," Divka said uncertainly, breaking the thoughtful silence. "But I don't know if she will join the department."

"Why not?" Masaryk and Novak both looked offended. "We are both famous intellectuals. We have won prizes. Our weighty tomes are published in many languages. No conference is complete without our presence. Surely it would be an honor for any woman to work for us."

"I'm talking about Marya Madlenova," Divka said succinctly. Man whistled softly and both Masaryk and Novak looked alarmed. As well they might: Madlenova was not merely a world-famous intellectual who had won every single prize going, including the Goebbel for her nostalgic novel Before Calvary, and whose incredibly erudite academic writings were translated into every language, and whose presence at a conference would be reported on the front page of the New York Times; she was a legend. The only daughter of a Bulgarian diplomat of secretly noble extraction, Madlenova had been given a special scholarship at the age of sixteen to study philology in Paris. Within a year the Bulgarian sylph had become the last muse of the ageing Jean-Saul Fartre: in the renewed vigor of this senile infatuation, Fartre wrote his late masterpiece, the Critique of Heartless Reason, and died a year later, leaving his papers, library, and enormous fortune to Madlenova, who, catapulted to prominence by this inheritance and by the student revolt of 1968 in which she played a conspicuous role, published a series of immensely difficult books and became a full professor of the prestigious College des Hautes Etudes at the age of twenty-seven. Rumor had it that Madlenova's rise to fame and fortune was largely caused by her blinding beauty and by the utterly heartless calculation with which she chose her lovers, rumors which made Madlenova the role model of such aspiring feminist philosophers as my friend Lulu.

"Deride tells me that Madlenova is a very... difficult woman," Jiri Novak said nervously.

"It would be an incredible coup to have her," Man declared. His eyes shone with enthusiasm. Divka looked a little worried.

"We will have to ask Lord Hades." Professor Masaryk looked at me timorously. "Will you ask him?" I nodded. "Good," Masaryk said, brightening. "I think we have resolved everything, haven't we? Otto will be pleased with us. But where, oh, where is Lucy?"

#GenghizInLove: Episode 15

A few hours after my experiment with Lucy's mysterious vitamin, I walked into Prague's Central Post Office and looked around furtively at the morose elderly sourpusses patiently waiting in long straggling lines. Eventually I figured out which line to join and after an hour or two managed to send off a very small package to a friend of mine in Kalifornia. The package contained one of Lucy's remarkable pills and a short note asking my friend Luke Leazy just exactly why these vitamins made me feel so good. And it wasn't just me, everyone else at the University of Truth and Justice felt good too: Lucy had been dispensing her vitamins like a little ministering angel to all and sundry, besides which they were also freely available at the reception desk and at the various bars and cafes in the building. Everyone at the university was on them, from the eminent Professor Masaryk down to the cleaning ladies, all the students and staff, everyone, with the exception of my formidable boss, crusty old Otto Hell. The environment at the university was scarily sunny, especially for a building crammed with Central European intellectuals. Not that I had anything against all this peace and love: it's just that I like to know what drugs I'm on and I figured Sleaze could find out.

I first met Luke when I was fifteen. I had just arrived at boarding school in New Hampshire, very tired from an all night flight from San Francisco and a long slow bus ride from Boston. It was a beautiful fall day, the kind of day you can only get in New England or on acid, the sky a heart-breaking ethereal deep blue and the air was so cool and clear that it made me dizzy. Little white wooden houses and stores lined the main street of the little town and I wondered where the school was. I dragged my heavy suitcases up a hill and beneath me I saw an expanse of old brick buildings with marble porticos and vivid swaths of emerald lawn. I had arrived. Young people in beautifully cut jackets and white dresses milled around everywhere. Someone directed me to my dormitory and I looked around the dark hallway, apprehensively awaiting my first real encounter with the sophisticates, the bored habitues of this swanky school. Suddenly, from around a corner, a compact boy of about my age with crisp curly brown hair appeared. My immediate impression was of neatness, of an impossible maturity, a watchful and intimidating self-control. The boy frowned slightly and then broke into a wide open smile that died as quickly as it had appeared. "You look lost." The boy's words were as crisply enunciated as his hair. "I'm Luke. I know who you are. Drummond, that's the house master, has been talking about you for days. He's a pompous asshole. My room is back here. I share with Jesus. Come and meet him. I'll make some tea. Do you smoke dope?"

And then a few minutes later, I was sitting on a Mexican rug in a big room hung with tapestries, two wooden desks under big bay windows, bunk beds in one corner and a big bookshelf stacked with books in the other corner, and weapons mounted on one wall, scimitars, numchuks, air pistols, sharpened stakes... The arsenal did not look like just decoration. The room gave me the same feeling as Luke's appearance: a watchful and meticulous neatness that had nothing to do with conformism. Luke's room-mate was a bulky South American with long shiny black hair and a pockmarked round face. He introduced himself in a mild slightly accented voice and with a kind smile. "Jesus Guevara. I am from Peru. We've heard all about you. Drummond has been boasting about the new Mongolian boy who will add to Bendover's diversity. Ah, tea. Thank you, Sleaze. Would you like to smoke some dope?" Jesus asked politely, bringing out a large hookah and a little plastic bag filled with grass. Luke pulled out two rolled up towels from a closet, with practiced movements dampened them under a tap, tossed one over to Jesus who caught it neatly, and then tucked the other towel tidily under the door, heightening my impression that I was in a fortress, a safe area in a war zone.

"I've never smoked any," I confessed. "But I'd like to. Thank you. I hadn't expected this kind of... welcome."

Jesus and Luke looked at each other and burst out laughing. There was a palpable closeness between them which I found appealing. "You'll go through the usual Bendover induction for the next two weeks," Luke said. Jesus carefully loaded the hookah with dope, set fire to it, inhaled deeply, held his breath for an eternity, held the damp towel to his mouth, and then exhaled silently. I watched the procedure admiringly. Jesus loaded the hookah again and handed it to me. "But this is our special induction. For people we think we might like."

And so I encountered the counter-culture on the very first day I arrived at Bendover, a small clique of iconoclasts who had no intention of joining the mainstream of the smart rich kids from good families who lived on 5th Avenue and Nob Hill and played on the lacrosse team and did their homework and only got drunk covertly on weekends and on other nights sat drinking chocolate frappes together talking about which Ivy League university to apply to and whether there was more steady money in investment banking or in medicine; but the rebels felt a stronger pull in their blood, an urge to test the limits, to break the rules, and they did break the rules, often stupidly, like Tim who once got caught spending the night in his girlfriend's room when he was already on probation, or through some demonic urge to self-destruction like Johnny, my best friend and the most naturally talented writer I have ever known, who got thrown out of school for coming out of the dormitory during a surprise fire alarm in the middle of the night with a beer in one hand and a cigarette in the other and coolly asking an infuriated Drummond if he had been born a hypocrite or if it was an acquired skill, why there was whisky on his breath and a pipe in his hand if alcohol and tobacco were all that bad, or through simple fatigue, like Steele, who just got worn out from the rigors of adolescent infatuation and long nights talking and writing his masterpiece, an epic poem in rhyming Greek hexameters on the sad fate that awaited Drummond's stupid black labrador bitch if it barked just once more outside Steele's basement window at seven in the morning, and a brain that worked too fast for his bewildered teachers who eventually told his diplomat father that Steele belonged either in an institution for emotionally troubled teenagers or in a military academy and that his education and everyone else's was suffering while he remained at Bendover; but other rebels were either less stupid or less clever or maybe just more careful and so Jesus, Luke, and I all managed to evade Drummond's stern scrutiny and we all graduated cum laude from Bendover and went to good colleges after years of deliberately and repeatedly breaking every single rule and never drinking chocolate frappes.

Luke's family was from old New England Puritan stock. I stayed with them one Christmas vacation and I came to understand that there was really no contradiction at all between Luke's self-control and his disregard for established rules: as a good Puritan should, Luke did what he considered rational and good for his soul. After Bendover he went to Yale and studied chemistry, then moved to the West Coast and did a Ph.D. in psycho-pharmacology at Berkeley, and then became a drug dealer. I was in contact with him only intermittently during the years since the only times I saw him were during my brief visits to Kalifornia, but I remained impressed by his essential neatness. There were no fuzzy edges in Luke's world, no hazy mists left behind by the many powerful chemicals with which he experimented, no intellectual shadows marred the precise crispness of his thought. People did silly things because their bodies and brains were warped by the ingestion of the wrong substances produced and regulated for maximum profit and social control by large companies and government agencies run by men who were themselves warped by preservatives, sedatives, laxatives, stimulants, anti-depressants, analgesics, and other dangerous chemicals, Luke thought, and in his own reserved and unemotional fashion, sitting in his clean underground laboratory, calmly fitting together molecules which would forever alter the brains of those who took his sleek designer drugs, Luke was trying to change the world for the better.

Like Xox?

After mailing Lucy's vitamin to Sleaze I wandered aimlessly around Wenceslas Square, elbow to elbow with tourists from every European country, so easily mocked because they behaved so true to type, Bavarians whose ruddy flesh, fed on pork swilled down with beer, nearly burst through ruddy sausage skins; throngs of teenage Spanish chiquitas whose harsh sibilant speech matched their thick tanned hides; tall Scandinavian couples loping along, hand in hand, bovine blue eyes glazed in trusting confusion even after their pockets had been deftly picked for the third or fourth time by one of the swarthy street Arabs in patched leather jackets, loitering in packs at the entrances to the dark passages that led off the square, calling each other dirty names to fill the time until the next unguarded wallet came along just asking to be lifted; a mousy English couple of indeterminate age shuffling along stiffly, the husband looking around vaguely, wiping his spectacles on the lapel of his blue and white zipped windbreaker which matched so well with his brown synthetic trousers and his wife's flowery dress, poor dear, so staid, so dowdy next to the chic black suit of the well-preserved Parisian lady stepping along with her rather younger but equally well-groomed companion showering icicles of disdain with every glance of his frosty grey eyes; and then, of course, there were the Amerikans, hordes of them on their annual pilgrimage to see Europe, now bigger, better, since the Wall came down and the word went around the grapevine of the travel agencies and the tour buses moved freely east on the Autobahn, and the families came to swarm, noisily gawking at the statue of King Wenceslas proudly astride his horse, some dim comprehension of history distending their mouths into a gasp of happy surprise that the money they had saved up for this trip had not been spent in vain even if these Czechoslovaks did speak a weird language and were clearly all alcoholics who drank beer at breakfast instead of orange juice or milk, and where was the nearest McDonalds anyway?, questions provoking a superior smirk on the tanned face of the nearest backpacker doing Europe on two dollars a day, an initiate in the arcana of wilful penury, secretly hoping that the two chicks near him would look up from their Tough Guide and just ask him where to go and what to see and maybe the cute blonde would dump her fat freckled friend with the plain earnest face and big round glasses and go hiking in Romania with him instead... I stopped seeing individual faces and could see only types and I knew it was time for me to go to a cafe and hide.

"Hey! How are ya? Good to see ya!" An Amerikan with long blond hair and a vaguely familiar face greeted me heartily. I recognized his type but I couldn't quite place this specific specimen. But then he announced that `Manny' should be here soon, and I remembered: I had met him soon after my arrival in Prague, sitting with the radical philosopher Immanuel, talking about environmental catastrophe and the end of the world. He was Bob, a liberal, and he ran an English language newspaper catering to Prague's Amerikan expatriates. There were no other chairs free so I reluctantly sat down with Bob and his companion. "Lemme introduce my friend, Benny."

"My real name is Benito," an impossibly handsome young man said, smiling, exposing two rows of perfect white teeth. Very tall, broad-shouldered, tanned, thick long eyelashes obscuring liquid olive eyes, Benito was the epitome of a male beauty I had previously seen only in the airbrushed pages of men's magazines. "People used to call me Benny at Santa Cruz but now I'm getting in touch with my roots. I am Benito! And I am a wop!" he declared with a pleasant loud laugh. I liked him immediately.

Oddly enough, so did Immanuel, despite his professed aversion to surfers. He showed up a few minutes later holding hands with a pretty woman with short silky black hair that nicely set off the high color of her cheeks. As I soon discovered, Divka was always running from one appointment to another. While Man and Bob and Benito bonded with loud mutual insults, Divka and I indulged in the luxuries of polite conversation and hot chocolate laden with lots of whipped cream.

"You're Czech? But your accent sounds Arabic…"

"Well, Arabic was the last language I was working with. I am a linguist by training," Divka explained shyly. "Academic work doesn't pay so well here, so I also teach Czech to foreigners. I'm trying to teach him," she pointed accusingly at Immanuel, "but it is not easy. He just wants to hold hands all the time."

I grinned, recalling Immanuel's declaration that the only justifiable ethical response to apocalypse was to hold the other's hand. "He's a philosopher," I said soothingly. "He's just putting his theories into practice. Why were you working with Arabic?"

"Well, an old friend asked me to help him a little in this difficult period..." Divka squinted vaguely at her cup, took a dainty sip, and made a face. I silently agreed: besides leaving a gritty bitter residue on the tongue, the chocolate content was abysmally low. Life in Prague had its drawbacks, especially in the finer details of creature comfort.

"What kind of help?"

"Well, I have to travel all the time."

"Why do you have to travel all the time?" I felt like I was pulling teeth.

"I wish I had never agreed," Divka said mysteriously. "But Wenceslas was so insistent and then, you know, it was just after the revolution and I felt that I should do something to help. So now I have to go somewhere with him almost every week. I don't know why he likes travelling so much. Maybe it's just because he has so many friends everywhere from his dissident days and he likes to see them again. But I have to go along with him and translate and most of the meetings are so boring! I will have to stop. But then he would get upset and I don't want to hurt his feelings. He cries so easily. Oh, I don't know." She shook her head. I stared at her.

"Divka, are you telling me that you are the President's interpreter?"

"Well, he's known me since I was a little girl and he has to have someone with him whom he trusts," she said defensively.

"Don't you like travelling?"

"That's the thing. I really like to meet people from different places. It's so interesting. And I must admit that I have met a lot of interesting people because of Wenceslas. The amusing ones are those he knew before he became President. The heads of state and the other official people are so boring. Also I really hate all the protocol. Red carpets and limousines and luxury suites in hotels and security guards and you can't go for a walk and you can't just have a coffee somewhere nice and quiet. I think Wenceslas misses his privacy also. He likes to talk about how much privacy he had when the Communists put him in jail. Sometimes he says that he wishes he could put himself in a nice cell in solitary confinement. Just now and again, so he could relax a bit."

"All those servants. It must be very difficult."

"Oh, but that's not the worst of it. The poor man likes drinking and gambling and smoking smelly cigars and getting into fights in bars and chasing girls and raising hell, and now he can't do any of these things. His guards won't let him go outside the castle with his friends. And most of the rooms in the castle are so gloomy, you know, big formal rooms with moulded ceilings and uncomfortable furniture. So Wenceslas and a few of his old dissident friends who became ministers sit together all cramped up in a little unused lavatory they discovered in the attic. His friends insist that Wenceslas has to sit on the toilet seat because he is, after all, the president. And they sit there all night long drinking plum brandy and talking sadly about how relaxed life was back in the good old days when they were dissidents and they could at least go to pubs. And then he has to give all these speeches to the nation and pretend to be so responsible and moral when actually he's got this terrible hangover and a splitting headache. That's why he looks so worn out on television these days. Don't tell anyone," Divka said anxiously.

"Whom would I tell?" I shrugged. "You're almost the only Czech I've spoken to since I came to Prague."

"What are you doing here?"

"I work at the University of Truth and Justice."

"Is that Xox's university? I just got a letter a few days ago from Professor Masaryk asking me to come to a meeting there tomorrow. Something about starting a Department of Culture. Is that right?"

"Yes. But how did you get involved with the university?"

"It's Blodgett Scrotum's fault," Divka said crossly. "I don't like that man. He told me that a woman's place is in the kitchen and not in the library and that I should have had at least three babies by now. I wanted to arm wrestle him but Wenceslas told me that I had to be polite because Scrotum is so influential in British politics. Anyway, I think Scrotum must have told someone at this University of Truth and Justice about me, maybe this thin man with the glasses and the shaky hands who looks like a vulture..."

"Terence Killjoy-Yuck," I confirmed.

"Yes, well, so now I'm supposed to be on some of your overseeing committees. Did Immanuel tell you that he got a job at your university? Jiri Novak told him to come to this meeting."

"Do you know Professor Novak?"

Divka grinned ruefully. "I was married to him for two years."

"Oh, I'm sorry..."

"No, I'm sorry," she said. "Jiri is a nice man and he is very smart but he has the emotions of a three month old baby. He sees a breast and he grabs for it. Any breast. That reminds me. I must go to a meeting on breast cancer. Wenceslas is making a speech. I have to tell him not to smoke cigars at the meeting" She drank the rest of her hot chocolate and stood up. I watched her sweep away with long strides, clearly in a hurry to get to her next appointment. I liked her hair and I was glad to have finally met some local person after spending almost a month in Prague. The University of Truth and Justice seemed an impenetrable bubble in which I was trapped: a luxurious bubble filled with interesting people but disconnected from the outside world. I sometimes felt like a guinea pig in a mad scientist's laboratory, and I had to wonder afresh about Xox's motivations in setting up the university. Fear billionaires bringing gifts...

#GenghizInLove: Episode 14

It was quite a sight watching Rasputin exert all his personal magnetism, the all too resistible appeal of glistening steel teeth, bloodshot eyes, and the sour odour of his unwashed body. "Do you want to make some money?" he asked as he drank down his sixth tumbler of whisky and leaned over for more.

"How?" I held my nose and grudgingly poured him another shot.

Rasputin grabbed the bottle from my hands. "It's so simple! All you have to do is to go to a pine forest on the Ukrainian border where a small fat man in a brown nylon jacket will give you a package and you'll give him ten thousand dollars. Then you fly to London and give me the package and in two weeks I'll give you back your ten thousand dollars. And a couple hundred extra bucks of course," Rasputin added generously. "One way. Well?"

"No."

"Come on!" Rasputin was disappointed. "Why not? What's happened to you? You used to like adventures. Just do it as a favor to me."

"I nearly got my head blown off the last time I did you a favor," I reminded Rasputin. "It put me off adventures."

"Are you still upset about that?" Rasputin seemed surprised. "It wasn't my fault."

"Oh, really?" I stared coldly at Rasputin, remembering how he had maniacally paced about in the small upstairs room of an unfurnished house still smelling of fresh paint, in a suburb of London with an evil reputation, his fake Burberry trench coat flapping over a navy blue suit with trousers that were too short, showing dirty white socks above brown loafers, making rude demands for whisky and girls on the two short Hungarian-Jewish twins wearing double-breasted check jackets with whom we were negotiating to buy powerful computers that were still officially banned for export to Russia because of their potential military applications. Rasputin was playing his favorite role, the Russian with connections, this time in the Interior Ministry whose generals were keen to get that extra edge in ballistic technology over their rivals in the Red Army and the KGB in the military power-struggle in the Kremlin, and Rasputin had coerced me into acting inscrutable, the silent Asian financier figure, a part I was handling with some success until the nattily dressed man from Macao appeared with a stripped down demonstration model of one of the actual computers we were ostensibly buying, and then proceeded to ask us probing questions about the financial details and logistics of the whole deal. Rasputin lost his head and began babbling about An-22 transport planes, the biggest aircraft in the whole world, loaded with roubles which would fly at night from secret Interior Ministry bases near Moscow and unload their valueless cargo in Dubai where they would then take on board stacks of yen, and the roubles would be smuggled in Arab dhows across the Red Sea into India and exchanged for rupees at the old fixed rate of exchange which was still valid through some oversight and the rupees could be converted on the black market into hard currency; at this stage, Rasputin looked wildly at me and I nodded authoritatively but it was no use, Rasputin was fading fast, `and then they'll fly to Macao and pick up the computers?' he said, looking at the Chinese supplier hopefully. But the Chinaman only looked coldly at Rasputin's loafers and told the twins to take us away. We were bundled into a large new Volvo station wagon and driven at high speeds into a cheerless wilderness of row houses and railway lines and telephone poles, and I am quite certain that if it hadn't been for the lucky chance that I had slicked back my hair that morning with a particularly waxy mousse which caused the gun pressed hard against my neck by one of the twins to slip for an instant, a moment long enough for me to use the rudimentary self-defence skills I had acquired at my mother's insistence that I go to karate classes as a teenager in Kalifornia, Rasputin and I would not have been sitting a year later in my room in Prague drinking whisky in the early hours of the morning.

"Maybe I can get Godfrey to pick up the package," Rasputin said morosely. "I can sell that icon for fifty thousand pounds easy. I really need the money."

"What did you do with all the prize money from your article in The Voyeur? You can't have spent ten thousand pounds in three months."

"Well, I had to give Godfrey half of it since he wrote..." Rasputin quickly corrected himself. "Since he helped me write the article." He scowled at his empty glass. I brought out another bottle of whisky. I was curious to hear this story. "And then the rest... well, bad investments. And lawyers are so expensive."

"Isn't The Voyeur paying for your defence? Aren't they co-defendants in the libel suit that Blodgett Scrotum brought against you?"

"They were," Rasputin corrected me gloomily. "But they apologized to Scrotum. And to Monica Bigglesworth-Fume. And to Olivia Pebble. The treacherous bastards sold me out." He laughed harshly. "First they give me their prestigious prize for best travel writing of the year because they think it's cute to hear the English establishment described by a Russian. Next thing they won't even pay for the lawyers. The whole conservative establishment is out for my blood. The only thing that could save me now is if Terence would introduce me to Lady Snatcher. But the bastard refuses. And now two weeks ago the literary editor of the Daily Paragraph refused to give me even one book to review. He reminded me that Lady Monica's husband had been the editor of the Paragraph."

"Well, you shouldn't have written that her hair looked like overcooked spinach tagliatelle," I said without sympathy.

"I said that about Olivia Pebble!" Rasputin yelped. "I just said that Lady Monica needed... variety in her sex life."

"Rasputin. That was the one bit in the article which I knew you had written and not Godfrey. God is not crude enough to say that the lady needs to be sodomized because she is so uptight. And he is certainly not coarse enough to describe the Russian narrator proceeding to do precisely this in graphic detail."

"They're trying to drive me out of England," Rasputin said dismally. "They want me to go back to Russia."

"What about your job at The Sociologist? Did Jenkins fire you as well?"

"No. He promoted me. I'm now their Mafia correspondent."

"Is that why you were in Moscow?"

"No, we were gathering material. For Revolvers, Wretches, and Russian Roulette. Remember? The novel you and I were planning to write before you stopped speaking to me. Godfrey and I are writing it now." Rasputin's face brightened a little. "That's the good thing about this libel suit. Lots of publicity. But my agent says I have to cash in on it quickly. Besides, all these English people have started publishing novels about the Russian mafia. What the hell do they know about it anyway? Have they gone skiing down virgin powder slopes in the Caucacus with corrupt KGB agents and then spent the night in orgies with beautiful prostitutes? Have they been in car chases along the Dnieper valley being shot at by drug-crazed Georgian mafiosi? Have their girlfriends gone mad because their fathers have been sentenced to hard labor as part of a cover-up by Communist party bosses?" Rasputin's voice had risen to an unearthly crescendo wail. "Why can't these English writers stick to writing about themselves?"

"Just like you, eh? So are you moving back to Moscow?"

"No," Rasputin said emphatically. "I'm still having trouble with my visa and Terence Killjoy-Yuck refuses to help me. Ungrateful bastard. When I think of all the Corona Corona cigars I gave him. But Meredith is definitely going to marry me."

"Who the hell is Meredith? What happened to Stefania? Wait." I was genuinely appalled. "Is Meredith that crazy chick who was giving me advice about shampoo?"

"No, that was..." Rasputin scratched his head vaguely. "I can't remember her name now. I think she finally killed herself. She was always talking about doing it. No, I just fucked her sometimes. She bought me cigarettes. But she liked you."

"As I recall, she called me a rude, overbearing, insensitive bully just because I very politely told her that Ulan Bator is the capital of Mongolia. And there you were, nodding away, being Mister Sensitive, saying that she was right and that I only told the truth because I couldn't be amusing." I glowered at Rasputin. "So what the hell happened to Stefania?"

"Oh, it just got too complicated. After her stupid Polish husband finally found out about our affair, he had me followed all the time by armed thugs, and then he wrote to the Home Office telling them that I was a Russian spy pretending to be a student, and then he kept Stefania under lock and key at home and beat her up..."

"So you dumped her when she needed your help. As ever, Rasputin, the flower of chivalry."

"It was leading nowhere. She didn't have any money," Rasputin replied reasonably. "Meredith has a British passport and some money. And she's pretty well preserved for her age." He looked around the room and nodded approvingly. "They treat you nicely here. Are they paying you lots of money?" His bloodshot eyes glittered red.

"They haven't paid me anything yet."

Rasputin shrugged. "But you don't need money anyway."

I could see what was coming a mile away. "My mother's gone bankrupt," I lied. "Nobody wants to eat Mongolian fast food anymore. You know how quickly fashions change in the West." I coaxed a sob into my voice. "That's why I have to work. I'm going to beg them to pay me something. So that I can support my mother in her old age. Now that she's all alone and poor. She needs my help."

Rasputin sniffed. Even the most hardened criminal has his soft spot, I suppose, and I knew that Rasputin really loved his mother, despite the cruel words and harsh manners with which he upbraided her in public. But then it was hard not to adore Katyushka. It was because everyone loved that small dark plump woman with a caressing voice and sweet smile that Rasputin had gained his entry into the highest circles among British conservatives in the first place, because Blodgett Scrotum and Lady Monica had drunk blackberry tea in Katyushka's flat and had heard Katyushka gently urge them to try another pickled mushroom... My appeal to Rasputin's filial feelings worked, up to a point. I escaped scalping at the cost of only a hundred dollars.

"What time is it?" Rasputin asked abruptly. "I have to get to Berlin this morning."

I was startled. "Why Berlin?" I almost told him that Lulu was in Berlin but then in the nick of time I managed to bite my tongue. While rinsing the blood from my mouth, I looked up at the mirror and saw Rasputin sidling across the room. His bulky body obscured my view but he seemed to be putting something under my blanket at the foot of my bed. I made a mental note to make sure he hadn't planted a bomb but then I promptly forgot all about it. After a last slug of whisky for the road, I took Rasputin to the train station. It was already four in the morning and his train to Kiev left at seven. My boss, the rector of the University of Truth and Justice, Professor Otto Hell was coming back to Prague that morning anyway, and since it made no sense to bother getting any sleep, I sat with Rasputin on a damp bench on the deserted platform, two huddled figures in trench coats drinking bottled beer and smoking cigarettes in the dim blue light of a cold autumn dawn.

I had heard most of Rasputin's stories before and so I wasn't paying much attention as he babbled on about the latest cause celebre, the mysterious death at sea of the media magnate Max Bulge which had caused frenzied media speculation on whether Bulge had jumped from his yacht or been pushed. Rasputin claimed that world-famous investigative reporters were rolling around drunkenly on the scummy floors of seedy Fleet Street bars trying to punch each other on the snout because they disagreed about whether Bulge had been bumped off by the Israeli Mossad or the KGB. Rasputin himself believed that Bulge had laundered money for the Soviets for many years and that the political changes in Russia had brought Bulge's usefulness to an end. "He was definitely working for the KGB," Rasputin said, as his train pulled in. "What better cover for a Communist than to pretend to be a successful capitalist? And where did Bulge get his money from in the first place?"

Rasputin's parting words stuck in my head as I took the tram back to the University building. His last question seemed oddly familiar as I held on to the strap amidst a crowd of Czech workmen in blue coveralls on their way to their first beer break of the morning. It was only in the shower, as I switched the temperature from steaming hot to freezing cold in an excess of masochistic fervor, attempting to clear my head from a long night of drinking and chain-smoking, gasping for breath, heart pounding, that I remembered asking myself the same question about the origins of Xox's mysterious wealth. The rumor was that Xox's Fund for Peace and Love was a conduit for covert payments by the CIA and the British secret services to shady Third World governments and terrorist groups. Why then were the Western secret services so eager to dig up the dirt on Xox?

Hell seemed pleased to see me when I finally made it to his office. "Busy day ahead," he said gruffly, shaking my hand. "Got to muck out this pig sty. Where's the filth thickest?"

"The European Community department, sir?"

"Right," Hell said. "Thought I'd told you to call me `Otto'. Find Sonnerschein."

I called up the director of the European Studies department and asked him to meet Lord Hades immediately. "Jawohl!" an agitated voice answered. A minute later, Professor Hohenstaufen huffed his way into the office. "Any idea what it is about?" he snuffled nervously, staring at me with those protuberant gooseberry eyes.

"Lord Hades," I announced without reply. "Professor Prince Maximilian von und zu Hohenstaufen-Niebelungen is here to see you."

I ushered the Prince into Hell's office and looked through my peephole. Professor Hohenstaufen was on his knees besides Hell's deck-chair, his hands clutched in prayer, clearly making an impassioned appeal to impassive Hell. Tears were rolling down the Prince's cheeks into his sodden moustache and he was sobbing helplessly. It was not a pretty sight. A few minutes later, the Prince staggered out, still sobbing.

"He told me we couldn't teach the students court etiquette! And we aren't allowed to use the word `federalism'. Boohoohooo... Boooohooo...." I offered Hohenstaufen my handkerchief and patted him on the back. He gulped a few times, blew his nose loudly, and then smiled at me slyly. I smiled back. His smile turned into a leer. He winked. "Let's have dinner together one night," the Prince suggested. "Just you and me. Eh?"

I took a step back. "I'm afraid I'm very busy," I stammered.

The Prince's face turned purple. "What?" he shouted in a voice like thunder. "You decline my proposition? A boy from the dungheap of Asia, a child of savages without history, a mere nothing, rejects the friendship and goodwill of a nobleman like myself? I am Maximilian of Hohenstaufen! Not to mention Niebelungen! I am the direct descendant through my mother's line of Ulrich the Fat! And Adolph the Mad! Do you even know what that means? But of course you don't. You uncivilized... aborigine. I lay claim to the kingdoms of Poland-Lithuania, Greater Moravia, Ruritania, and Transylvania! My family is older than the Hohenzollerns! I am the cousin of the Holy Roman Emperor himself! Yes, I tell you, even Franz Josef von Gapsburg does not decline my invitations!"

Hell came out of his office and surveyed the scene coldly. Professor Hohenstaufen staggered back and retreated to the door, making fawning obeisances to Otto, wordless gestures indicating eternal obedience and servility. Recoiling in disgust, Hell turned away. Hohenstaufen-Niebelungen waved his clenched fist threateningly at me as he left. "Man's mad. What's the next mess I need to clean up?"

"Well, Otto, there is some confusion about whether we have a philosophy department or not. Professor Novak thinks we do. Professor Masaryk thinks we don't. He wants to start a department of sociology again. It's not good for staff morale to see the two most eminent members of the faculty wrestling in the corridors and calling each other names..."

"Call 'em in. And you sit in as well. Keep a record of the meeting."

Professors Masaryk and Novak made an odd couple as they walked in together, arguing heatedly. Tall, silver-haired, grey-suited, bespectacled, stern, Tomas Masaryk looked every inch the distinguished academic, while Jiri Novak, short, stocky, square, smiling, with his sharp brightly-colored jackets, shrill voice, and lecherous reputation, looked and behaved like an Italian film director with connections in the mafia. In fact, he was a noted philosopher whose refined and austere work on the epistemology of art had won him the respect and friendship of such legendary philosophers as Deride and Muzil. Both men fell silent as Hell politely offered them armchairs and then sat down in his own deckchair. I sat on a small three-legged stool in the corner and unobstrusively took notes.

"This eternal dispute between idealists and materialists is ridiculous," Hell began peremptorily. "Especially vicious here because of Communism. Have to transcend this narrow-minded and petty dispute. Compromise." Masaryk and Novak both looked suspicious. "Neither Philosophy nor Sociology. Instead we will have a Department of Culture. We will eradicate the mind-body dichotomy!" Both men looked aghast at first but their expressions rapidly altered to adoring admiration. They walked out of the room with their arms clasped around each other's shoulders, which was difficult for Novak even when he raised his high heels off the floor and walked on his toes. Hell winked contentedly at me. "Any other problems?"

"Well, Otto, something needs to be done about Professor Attila Ugh at the Budapest College. He wants students drawn exclusively from the Hungarian minority populations in Slovakia, Transylvania, and the Vojvodina. And his proposals for courses seem a bit peculiar..." I fished around in my pocket for the course outline Ugh had reluctantly sent in. "Sniper Training; Advanced Guerrilla Tactics; Low-level Bombing Simulation; Blitzkrieg Tank Maneuvers; Effective Ethnic Cleansing... and a graduate course on The Production of Weapons of Mass Destruction?"

"Bloody Hungarians!" Hell exploded. "Always the same. Ever since Attila the Hun. The same atavistic urge for empire. World domination." He frowned thoughtfully. "Tricky. Can't just fire him. He'll apply somewhere else for the money to turn himself into another Admiral Horthy. Doesn't seem to grasp the meaning of Peace and Love. Have to talk to Xox about this. He'll be here in a few weeks. Ran into him this weekend at this conference in Vienna."

"You're just going to let Professor Ugh go ahead in the meanwhile?"

"Told you not to ask questions!" Hell growled. "'Course I am. Don't want to raise his suspicions. Besides, can't disturb Xox about some petty tyrant. He's a busy man. Now go away. Leave me to my thoughts."

I bowed and withdrew. I felt very tired. I went down to my room and lay in bed but I couldn't go to sleep. In that grey haze of insomnia, an incipient hangover looming threateningly like a black storm cloud, certain questions kept repeating themselves in my head until they lost all meaning. What were Hell's thoughts? What kept Xox so busy? Why had the University of Truth and Justice been set up in the first place? What was the meaning of Peace and Love? That reminded me of an experiment I had been meaning to carry out for some time now. I got wearily out of bed and took one of Lucy's vitamins. Very soon I felt much better. I lay down again and breathed deeply. My muscles lost their strung-out ache and my eyes their strained dryness. The confused questions in my head were drowned out by a soothing murmur, waves breaking in gentle chaos on a sandy beach, nice waves, leaving behind an intricate geometry of foam, a fractal geometry of peace and love...